A Chance to Give Back, by C.J. McGregor

C.J. McGregor of Fitchburg, Mass., is a participant in the Katrina Relief JustWorks camp in New Orleans.

It's my third day in New Orleans with the JustWorks camp. I arrived thinking this was simply a chance to give back, offer my assistance, and live my UU faith. These things are all true but this experience has become so much more. This is human rights work. This is a time to stand beside those whose systems have failed them.

I toured the devastation this morning and felt anxious and sick as I entered the coach that would transport my group. I reflected on my anxiety. Was I anxious because after I witnessed the devastation I would have to do something about it? Does this mean that this problem now becomes my responsibility? Is it because witnessing the pain, suffering, and injustice of others is so difficult?

Life was much easier and more pleasant before today. The truth hurts. My spirit and my soul were settled and content before today. They have been poked and prodded and I am restless and angry. I am making a commitment, today, right now to stand beside those fighting for their homes, their land, their lives.